It’s very hard for me to be up here away from my family and friends… Especially when I see that their lives are still full even without me… It makes me feel so very empty… I have so many pipe dreams in my head that I lose track of reality… I can’t even go onto myspace without crying… When will my life feel full again? When I’m married? When I finally meet some people that can put up with me and have time to hang out? I miss my roomie Dani like a crazy person… By the way things sound, she’s planning a wedding too, for May ’07… Hope you’ll still have time for mine my Dano… I feel so silly and insignificant right now, but why? I should be happy, but there’s this big chunk missing from inside… I hope I figure it out soon because I’m pretty miserable right now…

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